Totally in the same place. I love the house, but dont need this big of a house .Also looked at lake homes, lofts, moving to a different state. Part of be doesn’t want to be where he left me. I feel the same as you .It wont change my state of limbo. I feel finally content. Look forward to the weekends. I am starting home improvements I always wanted done and gardening again. That alone feels like some progression. At least not in the “ what’s the point” mode