A little update and some musing on the ripple effect of lies.
My friend who was embroiled in the drama of a late life OW romance? Predictably - bc even given the little I know about the man involved, he has a long history of creating hurtful messes in other peoples lives, of big words and opposite actions - some kind of s$it hit the fan and it ended. My friend was very hurt, too hurt to want to talk about the details which I have respected. I am relieved though bc I saw nothing good in hitching her and her daughters life to his wagon. Whatever happened has made her decide she needs serious therapy to change the kind of men she finds appealing bc she sees her own pattern and she has already started to work with someone. I love my friend and want her to be happy, so I hope that this will be helpful to her. The man involved has, I suspect, simply gone back to his previous life with his live-in partner, doubtless bewailing how sadz he is…..
A chum of mine talked to me yesterday about an employee who she described as a ‘pathological liar’. Caught out lying about a phone call with a client that never actually happened, the list of lies are now popping up like fleas…lying about his mother dying, a car accident, where he was when he wasn’t at a scheduled meeting. My friend, even though she has no emotional investment in this person, told me that for a couple of days she just felt bewildered by the scale of the lies to the extent that she doubted her own eyes even. That it just felt a bit insane. That his doubling-down on lies made her feel gaslit and off-kilter and how weird it was that his reaction to being caught was rage and even more lies. She did say that it had made her realise a bit more what it might have felt like to have a spouse of decades behave like this and how confusing and overwhelming it must have felt for me.
And in another story, there is a well-known morning show presenter here who has been caught in lying for years about his affair with a much younger staff member. Married for decades with two daughters, there was a big hoo ha here when he publicly came out as gay in 2020….much self-flagellating tears, celebrity go you and acknowledgement of his wonderful supportive wife and family respecting who he ‘really is’. Turns out he had been having an affair for years with a young show runner barely out of his teens and lied about it to everyone, including his family of course. What a great way to thank a wife who showed you such respect and love after your grand announcement, eh? The wife - predictably, and they are still legally married - is saying nothing but it’s interesting to see how shocked and angry so many of his colleagues and others seem to feel that he lied to them. From the cheap seats, I find myself thinking how odd it is that we can be so shocked when someone who we know has lied about big things to those closest to him turns out to be y’know a liar…..
Oh and our ex-PM is still, y’know, lying about some new things that have come to light. And another friend recently elected as a local councillor was in shock when another friend, also elected, wants her to cover up a lie that she doesn’t want to go to a public councillor event bc she has a Pilates class so is claiming to be ill to get out of it……
Liars do create a lot of drama and self doubt seemingly, don’t they?
My only takeaway from it all is how insidious and destructive lies are. They take our feet out from under us. I have become rather allergic to people who use lies as a primary go to in their toolbox tbh. They cause a lot of damage and make me want to cross over to the other side of the street. I can’t begin to comprehend their mindset….but, years on, I find it vaguely comforting that others who are much less invested in a lying person than I was still feel a similar kind of disorienting WTF as I did.
More and more, I find like that old anti-drug advert, I just want to loudly say ‘just say No’ to anyone who lies like this. I wish we had a community version of a Naughty Step.
T: 18 M: 12 (at BD) No kids.
H diagnosed with severe depression Oct 15. BD May 16. OW since April 16, maybe earlier. Silent vanisher mostly.
Divorced April 18. XH married ow 6 weeks later.
"Option A is not available so I need to kick the s**t out of Option B" Sheryl Sandberg