At the very least, anyone endeavoring to get an MLCer into therapy, medical examination, or psychiatric evaluation has not just a lot of love for that person but also a real control trip going on.
Yes it may help if you learn a new term or reason or cause of the behavior? But who does that really help.
It helps you. The MLCer is fine. They might be crazy but they’re ok being crazy. You think it’s crazy. The family may think it’s crazy. But the MLCer thinks it’s all fine.
These are grown adults. They can take care of themselves or find new people to help support whatever they are up to. We also are grown adults and can do same. But even within the covenant of marriage, it’s not our job or right to control another. Each of us is ultimately responsible only for itself. Kids, if you have children. But not the spouse. Marriage is a system of agreements. If your spouse is breaking agreements, they do get to do that. Then it’s up to us to decide compromise or consequence.
Dragging an adult into medical or psychiatric observations — as much as I understand why we would want to, or think that it might help somehow, it’s really a control issue. So as most often advised, once you’ve established boundaries and limits that ensure your and your kids’ physical, emotional, and financial safety as much as possible, the biggest thing you have to do is concern yourself only with yourself. With your own history, your own baggage, your own issues, and your own ineffective or bewildering or unsafe ways.
Because something about the MLC and any response to it has literally nothing to do with your spouse at ALL, and everything to do solely with YOU.
I was 38 with a 2-year-old when xh initiated divorce. He was later hospitalized twice and ultimately diagnosed with a condition that presents with psychotic features. So when there is troubling behavior, is it MLC? Or is it the diagnosed condition? Or is it the medication he takes or doesn’t take? Or is it his trauma history and basic temperament. Likewise with h. Is it MLC? A diagnosed or undiagnosed mental health or medical condition? Any medication he is taking or not taking? Or is it his own trauma history, and whatever pattern or basic temperament.
I don’t see much talk of sex/porn addiction in MLC discussions. It’s a blatant factor in the MLCs I’ve been subjected to. And finally the only partner recovery work that has been beneficial and focused as much on my own history, trauma, patterns, and health as on the MLCer’s. For whatever that’s worth.
At bottom it’s really just about broken agreements. Someone in the marriage changed its mind, and that’s not something I can alter. If h returns, we will see if mental or medical health needs discussion and whether agreements can be restored. I don’t really care about diagnoses unless it is something physical that could physically kill him. If he comes back and wants to rebuild with me, I am open to that and crazy enough myself that it’s ok if he’s a poster boy for some DSM label. Which, if the DSM updated every few years anyway, does the diagnostic label really mean anything? Everything evolves.
But I bet you dollars to donuts that every couple on earth goes through something like this at some point in a marriage, and those who stay together or reconcile heretofore just have not hung it on the line for everyone to see. We benefit somewhat through the technology of now, and the comfort of being able to show and share our stories to a vast collective full of respondents we might never see or meet. The generations before us had nothing like this, and instead I think they kept it all to prayer and tears and the confessional box. And then, as much as possible, put it behind them and never spoke of it again.
What good, to look for a diagnosis for your spouse? Does it really explain anything? Or does it keep us focused on the spouse and whether they are behaving right or not right, instead of on living our best lives?
I would say that seems like the “caring” spouse has utterly lost sight of itself and abandoned it’s own cares and needs. Turn that meticulous attention all back to you. We can’t make the spouse or anyone else conform to our expectations. They either will naturally, or won’t. If they don’t, how do we take care of ourselves and our own needs?
Not by micro-examining someone else. Even if we love them very much.
Agreements were and are broken. What do you really have control over? What happens if you do or not have control over your spouse? What happens if you lose control over your spouse?
The key is to remember that we never really had control over them in the first place, and that we never will.