Hello,
A lot of stuff packed in a very concise post.
It was a difficult conversation as they were saying they thought that me and W were getting too close and that we should sell our house and live completely separate lives (we own 2 houses and live apart anyway). I told them that where me and W is at the moment is working for us as a family, that they are entitled to their opinions and that there's not a one size fits all for families living apart.
This is a very true statement and there is never a one true route for for happiness or a making any relationship work. There are many happy couples that sleep in separate rooms and are completely content as they are unable to sleep together. They are still intimate, but enjoy their own space. Nothing wrong- their choice and it makes the relationship work.
The purpose of this site is to support you as you go through this process. Many of us on this site have moved on, others still stand, and we have had couples come back together. A new relationship is not always the answer. I love my new wife, but she is not a replacement for the ex-wife. She is a completely different person and our marriage is not the same as my previous marriage. It's different and we face different issues and interact differently.
The wife said that my W is racked with guilt and she feels like when W spends time with me this guilt is compounded (quite possibly true) and that I need to give W more space to process her guilt - an observation I'll think on.
Guilt is a feeling that is projected outwards and doesn't take responsibility for actions or decisions. "You make me feel bad". Remorse is feeling sorry for the hurt they have caused, "I am sorry that my actions have hurt you and I realize the pain I have caused." That's inward and has empathy. Guilt is a MLCer reaction towards the LBSer while still in the tunnel and remorse is an action of a person truly seeking forgiveness. This is the tricky part of reconciliation and that is why the people who have actually reconciled have intentionally gone slow.
The husband spoke very very briefly about my W's OM she was seeing for about a year - I've never spoken to anyone about this person before. He said - "he's a f@£king nobhead and I've no idea what your W saw in him"! Again I've not focussed on the OM ever really - but it was kind of reassuring to hear that he was probably an affair down in most of our friends eyes.
I was born in the south of the United States and we have a saying, "If you go looking for love in the Kitty Litter Box, what do you think you will find?"
Just saying and have a fantastic day,
(((Ready)))