I read somewhere that vanisher pay close attention to us, we don't realize it. I pray that's true.
I read that many years ago but thought, "oh no, not mine, he avoids me like the plague....not only does he not pay attention, he works very hard to pretend I don't exist"
How wrong I was....
Last year when we met several times for financial reasons... we had hours long lunches once a week for about six weeks. Now we barely met between BD and divorce, and when we did it was all business. I begged, pleaded, all that crap to meet weekly after BD, nope he wouldn't do that.... but now here we were chatting normally like nothing ever happened.
He knew who I was seeing, who I was no longer seeing, he knew places I had been, things about my work ,...
He knew EVERYTHING about my boyfriend.... where he went to school, where he lived, who his friends were,... what he drove
Finally I asked him if he was keeping a notebook and he stopped....
I was floored with all the things he knew,... this was about 3 1/2 years after BD and he knew every step I had made from week one.
Oh yes, they are watching...
So make sure you live big and loud, so you can savor the deliciousness of them eating their hearts out.
I don’t know how my h would be watching. He has nothing to do with his family or friends, his family don’t communicate with me and the children either. He doesn’t do social media, he doesn’t speak to our kids, s15 and d13. Ow stalks my social media so I have deactivated it. H only has ow and her friends as he no longer speaks to ow parents either.
I feel he no longer knows anything about his kids or who they are which was evident in a b Day card to d13 which was more for a 5 yr old.
I find with vanishers there is not much to report so I don’t update my thread that much so I don’t get replies much on my personal thread. I am so glad of this thread. Xx