Midlife Crisis: Support for Left Behind Spouses
Midlife Crisis => Our Community => Topic started by: Dragonfly33 on September 09, 2026, 04:48:55 AM
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Thank you Nas and Ursa.
I agree with you both. It could be that those dreams were a result of the things I told myself but deep inside I am still not fully out of those emotions. I always tell myself I don't care about my xh anymore and I don't feel anything for him anymore, partly because I want to move on and so I convinced myself he doesn't matter anymore. Those repressed feelings emotions come out in a dream. Or as Ursa said, it could be some residual emotions that I haven't totally gotten rid of. But what I am sure of is that my mind and body are still not over processing all the things that MLC brought in my life. Once in a while I imagine this conversation with like some sort of a closure where I can pour everything to him. But I don't wait for the dialogue to come, and I am more than convinced that it may never come. It could be part of my healing process to say in my mind what I've been wanting to tell him. It is quite a long journey.