Hope you got through mediation ok..prayers are with you...try to rest and also, in spite of all this mess..may you realized that your birthday brought you into this world..and without you in it, the world would not be such a special place.
Love and hugs xo
"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see" Hebrews 11:1
"You enrich my life and are a source of joy and consolation to me. But if I lose you, I will not, I must not spend the rest of my life in unhappiness."
" The truth does not change according to our ability to stomach it". Flannery O'Connor
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