Also, I recognize I have expectations in regards to seeing S16 and I was disappointed yesterday. I cannot expect him to always remember to text me and let me know his schedule.
This morning he sent me his "just want to give you a heads up" text warning about his mom getting him today. I thanked him for letting me know.
I guess I have my own insecurity and fears when it comes to the 2 boy's. It's like I'm paving the way for a kid.
This morning I went to the dentist and then I went to a Spanish bakery. Not thee Spanish bakery where the women flirt with me but the food is so so.
I went to a bakery where the food is much better for my empanadas and pan de bono. I had a guy wait on me so I held the flirt.

They keep playing that Keith Urban/ Eric Church mix for "We Were" which is just awesome.
So back to the bakery. It always amazes me that I can speak fluent Spanish because of being with my W. I have to listen carefully because it is a fast language for my ear but the gentleman today spoke slowly so I had no issue.
I would say I'm a shy Spanish speaker but I always surprise myself. S19 is also fluent. He picked it up rather easily when he was a toddler. S16 rejected his Spanish heritage when he was a toddler. He was a bada$$ as a little one. He had ADHD as a child or full of life as I liked to say.

He is better at speaking it now. He is taking French in high school and he wants to switch now to Spanish to get that easy A. I told him that Freshamn year and he didn't listen to me.

He must be finally comfortable with his language skills.
Back to Country music. In 2017 Nash FM radio started in the New York area. So it introduced me to a new genre and I was escaping the same mundane radio played music. Now they call the station New Yorks Country 94.7 FM.

Dierks Bentley is the one who caught my eye with "Black" then Thomas Rhett with Maren Morris "Crazy for You" I think it was called. So the concerts going just started in 2019.
I mean i went to Duluth, Minnesota for Dierks Bentley and I was hooked. I attended that concert knowing 2 songs. "Black" and "Burning Man". However, "Drunk on a Plane" stole the show and that's a great concert song.
Luke Bryan has a new one called "What She Wants Tonight". That's another good one.
I dropped the ball on Zach Brown Band and Maren Morris. Now she is pregnant so you know she will not be touring for awhile.
So Whyus influenced my concert going. Noexpectations influenced my Kickboxing. I was thinking the other day she kind of also influenced my running. She joined softball and I wasn't going that route. So I settled on running.
Anyway that's my day thus far.
Thanks again