The Covid restrictions hit really hard tonight. Here, we are not able to invite anyone into our homes, and we cannot gather outside either - with anyone. Earlier, I met my SD in a Salon parking lot where we had back to back app'ts. (Last day for personal service businesses to completely shut down too). I don't know if that is considered a 'gathering' but it was going to be for mere seconds - just enough time to transfer their Xmas gifts from my trunk to hers. When I pulled up beside them, my one granddaughter really wanted to get out of the car for a hug. I would have loved that but I had to ask her to stay in the car. My other granddaughter had a birthday so she was able to open her birthday gift right away which she did while inside the car. She was so happy with her gift she was sobbing. Then she was right beside me outside the car, still crying and asking if she could hug me.
I stood there for a second then I broke the rules and gave her the quickest tightest hug ever in case someone was watching. (The fine here is $1000 if caught). My SD was standing 6' away and we didn't hug although we are close.
I had no idea how much a hug meant to me until I was forbidden to give or get one,,,, even when someone is standing right in front of me. Before Covid, it was inconceivable that I would face a $1000 fine for hugging my own family. If there is a silver lining that comes with the pandemic then it's this. Nothing could have drawn my attention to how much I cherish their hugs like this pandemic has. The memory of tonight will be with me forever. Thankfully.