[SpecialK]

Thank you so much Limitless.  I am trying so hard honest, but today has been a real struggle and I've been on the verge of tears all day (well tears are flowing down my face as I type  )

I can't really talk about how I'm feeling to anyone else.  I had the classic 'forget him' this week.  My Mum is very negative about it, my sister has been great but she has a lot of stuff going on in her life, and I know she's getting a little fed-up with me (as I am myself  )  Since my Councelling session on Tuesday I feel emotionally and physically drained +  if I mentioned this to him he really wouldn't understand, think I was deluded and living on another planet.

So tonight I'm going to kind to myself and listen to my body.  I'm going to watch rubbish TV, eat chocolate (I bought an Easter Egg tonight  ) and drink wine.  I feel like I want to be on my own right now, so for once I'm going to listen to myself.

Hugs Limitless, I so appreciate you posting.

SK xxxx

BTW  the slap helped a little 

[stayed]

This is the place to rant specialK... go for it girl!

Oh SpecialK, your h wasn't back on track my dear.  If he had been, he wouldn't be in replay.

hugs Stayed...

[Mamma Bear]

   Special K,  How big is that Easter Egg? make sure you get extra large OR buy two
   Stayed, We need Tee Shirts that say 'my H is in Replay be extra kind to me'           If they saw us in it they'd be like     "Oh spending money on new tee shirts eh?"

[Sassyone]

Hugs Special K.  Eat two Easter Eggs and have a glass of wine for me (arghh gave it up for Lent).

This too shall pass.  I am feeling the same way today.

Sassy

[In this for ME]

When mine was (and is) especially squirrelly in regards to how he says things I wanted to make T-shirts that said:

What does that MEAN?

 

They aren't from this planet. 

[stayed]

I'm loving the T-Shirt idea, we could get rich with those things.  What a great idea!   

hugs Stayed

[SpecialK]

Hi everyone

Thanks ever so for your responses and support, you really helped me.  After reading through this and talking to Nes last night really helped me and I do feel better today.  Thank you.

The egg was lovey - it was small to medium one.  There is something about Easter Egg chocolate 

Sassy:  I had a large glass of wine for you - how are you feeling today?

Loving the t-shirt idea.


SKxxx

[SpecialK]

I've just order Beyond Blame

xxx

[Mamma Bear]

   Saw a man walking at a concert with a tee shirt "Stop yelling at me"
   Wife walking behind him a tad, her tee shirt said "I wasn't yelling"   

[SpecialK]

Very good 

After taking on board advice on here, I have decided to look around for a Councellor who understands MLC and I have found one    Iniitial appointment is on Monday lunchtime.  I know this is my journey, but being able to talk about MLC will really helpful.

Thanks again for all your support, help and input.


SK xxx