We are bad for each other

I've been unhappy for years....2yrs

.....No 10yrs

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You wouldn't go to the "shop" with me.....(this one always makes me fall about laughing

)
If I hadn't left you....you wouldn't have started your business.....(ooo well I guess I must be thankful then....haha:

I didn't leave the boys....I left you....(Whatever Mr P

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I didn't feel wanted...(I did everything apart from wipe his butt....no idea why he didn't feel wanted ...and he couldn't tell me either

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Myself and OW have an equal relationship......(where's the vomit emoticon)
I have left my baggage from our marriage behind.....(trust me...he's taken all that baggage with him

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You never listened to me....(Mr P is passive aggressive....

[I upset him....he didn't speak to me for a week...no idea what I'd done....he never told me...even tho I asked....this occurred 3yrs prior to BD)
I almost feel hate for you...

....ouch that hurt!
I feel like I'm in a tunnel and I can't find my way out....and I can't find poppy....even tho I've looked I can't find her...or the love I felt for her....it's just gone....disappeared. (This made me so very sad....

)
I'm happier now than I can ever remember being.....(ouch again)
I could fill the thread so I'll stop now :-)
Hugs ....pops xxx