I am so sad about this, but in referencing MLC my husband has admitted to suicidal thoughts, and even an attempt twp (motorcycle accident) that didn't play out. Just recently, because he is battling disc issues in his neck, he referenced that he understood why people in chronic pain would commit suicide, because he if he didn't get relief (and he did) that it was becoming a very tempting option. That bothered me all night after hearing about Robin.
I, too, have had dark nights of the soul, but I always knew suicide wasn't the answer, and I didn't want to hurt the people who love me. My faith has kept me afloat during these times, but I understand how someone can be so crippled by depression that suicide would seem the only way out. Sad...sad...sad. Losing Robin, especially in this way, is just a major loss.