[faithful with Love]

SorryI am all over the place today.. Just trying to tell the story through out the year and 7 months..

[watching and waiting]

FWL
My H has opened up at times,
Then he goes right on in his distructive path.
Things are truely BAD for him at the moment, and still he can't see it.
I pray they all do,  but in the end, only they can do it.

It is best just to get on, and leave them to it.
It is so hard, but it s the only way.

Now all i have to do is remember what i just wrote 

HUGS

[LoveMeMyself]

Faithful,
    I certainly understand how you feel.......and I know that bouncing back and forth, up and down "yo-yo" has got to be extremely stressful and "hair-pulling" for you.  I think perhaps once you become "numb" or indifferent towards him it will help you.  I don't know how you and the others who are still residing together handle it.  It was hard enough for me to have my H leave me like he did and to shut me out completely........discarded like a piece of trash........I felt betrayed (as we all do)......and like a total failure.  For whatever reason, it seems to me that they (MLC'ers) enjoy the torture and turmoil they create.........but that's because they are so confused and conflicted within themselves.  They are lost and they are also hurting but they don't understand it.  It's as if they are going "mad"..........literally crazy!  I pray for you and your family.........it's rough seas, but you'll survive it.  The sun will shine again!

[faithful with Love]

Thank you so much... Hugs to all of you and I pray for all of us. God will never forsake us.. I know that...
I have been numb and indiffernt but then I slip back..
I will make it and so all of you...

[watching and waiting]

That is the one thing we can be sure of......
We will make it.....and the sun will shine again.

Hang on in there 

HUGS