I just signed up for a beginning meditation class at Tibet House in NYC. I am also reading a wonderful book about meditation called "Going to Pieces without Falling Apart" by Mark Epstein, MD. He has many interesting insights in the book, including this one, which could be applied to MLC affairs:
"When plagued with a sense of unworthiness, it is easy to feel deficient and to see the love of another person as the only possible solution to one's plight."
Everything will work out ok in the end. If it doesn't, it's not the end.