Hola!!!!
I am back! and is really nice to see your message Milly! it warmed my heart from the moment I saw your name!
Things are ok and pretty much as same as last time I wrote here, I am still being myself always, I am not being careful with my words (I am not rude, just not walking on egg shells anymore) and no more strategies.
we are still separated but gradually H has been increasing the time he spends with us, i don't ask or call, but just because is his responsibility to fix the relationship as he is fixing the other things in his life.
I think that I am healing pretty well, how couldn't I if life has presented me priceless lessons, like last month...
I found out that OW's girlfriend had entered in to the business that I am doing and I was really upset about it, I kept thinking on it and I lost my focus, at the end of the month this girl did ok and got to the level I wanted to get, and I not just didn't get it but I went a level down. I felt like the athletes that before finishing the race turn their head to see who is coming behind them and loose seconds because of it that make them loose the race. Lesson learned! I am running a race that everybody can run but I am only competing against myself.
Surprisingly H was very supportive about it and I know that this was helpful to get the best thing out of the situation
He is acting a little bit more as the wise man that he used to be, good for him!
and about me... I had to start the race all over again... but wiser! good for me!
This Thursday is H's birthday and today he was telling me that he wanted to have dinner with his kids, D and me at my house, so I guess it is going to be fun, it has being long time since the 5 of us were together, I have seen his son sometimes but all together is another thing to celebrate! I miss the kids
So far so good! Still standing but not expecting
send you hugs